People always leave. It's a rule. And sometimes I forget that.. and I let myself get too close to someone, or know too much about me.. and it always bites me in the ass.
When I used to have bffs, I'd never tell them too much about me.. I'd keep it so we were always talking about them.. it was better that way.. what they don't know can't hurt me. Ever.
So the bffs I thought I had need to go. Clearly trust is something I've become a lil too free with.
Friends.. friends are good.. not too personal.. its a good thing.. I need to go back to having friends.. and only friends..
bffs are of the past my friends.. of the past..
I think part of my anger and frustration with everything stems from my mom's anniversary of her death. Since then I've constantly been pissy and bitchy. and Definitely okay wiht it. I dont wanna deal with any more bullshit. I may or may not have started redirecting that anger at my friend... ugh.. I am my biggest downfall..
2 comments:
MHEA, which of your blogs is your main one I should come to?
this is my main one.. I've just been really bad of late keeping up with it.. I'm trying to get back in the habit of writing :)
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